I Actually Grew Up Thinking

It's Nice To Finally Be Thought Of As Sexy. I'm Very Disconnected From The Sensual Side Of Me, I Know It's In Me, But It Doesn't Really Reveal Itself Very Often In My Personal Life, Which I Do Find Problematic.

I Went To Art School When I Was Little. I Took Ballet Lessons. I Played A Little Kick Ball. I Was Sort Of Into Everything Because I Had Too Much Energy And I Didn't Know Where To Put It. When I Was A Preteen, I Got Into Singing, And Became Really Obsessed With It.

The Main Thing You Can Change Is How You Perceive Yourself. Stop Looking In The Mirror And Realize That You're Living For Yourself, Not Other People ... I Have Belly Fat Like Everybody Else, And I Don't Want To Be Airbrushed On The Cover Of A Magazine. I Don't Want Someone To Swap Out My Stomach With A Supermodel. I Don't Want Dirty Old Men Looking At Me In My Underwear.

I Guess I Would Ideally Want To Be 20 Physically, But 40 Mentally.

I'm Always Suspicious Of People, Especially Being In A Weird Realm Of People Kind Of Knowing Me... And Not Knowing What People's Motives Might Be.