Heaven Help Me For The

We Are Like A Wishing Well And A Bolt Of Electricity

My Whole Life, People Have Been Saying, "why Are You So Angry?" And I Didn't Know What The Hell They Were Talking About. After I Saw Myself At The Mtv Awards, I Realized, Wow, I Do Kind Of Come Off A Bit Intense. I Wasn't Upset At Mtv At All - I Didn't Mean To Come Off That Way. But I Think It's Good If I Appeared A Bit Angry. People Are Too Complacent.

You Fondle My Trigger, Then You Blame My Gun

I Volunteered At Ucla's Occupational Therapy Ward, Where There Are Lots Of Kids With Autism And Emotional Problems. I Just Wanted To Prove To Myself That I Could Not Break Down And Cry At Everything, And That I Could Just Help Somebody Else. The One Thing I Really Remember Was That When We Would Take Them Out Of The Hospital For A Walk Around Campus, They Would Freak Out The Most When We Were Waiting For The Elevator. I Remember The Guy At The Elevator Said To Himself, "transitions Are The Hardest." And I Said To Myself, "transitions Are Always The Hardest."

I Really Believe In Completely Being Naive And Having High Hopes When Meeting Someone New. I Can Kind Of Re-do My Stupidity Or My Naivete.