Having Children Is Life-changing, To

From About The Age Of 5, I Was Aware That I Didn't Fit. I Was The Black, Atheist Kid In The All-white, Catholic School Run By Nuns. I Was An Anomaly.

The Reality Is That Who You Are Is Who You Are Right This Second, Not Who You Were At Any Moment In The Past Because It Doesn't Exist Anymore. It's Done. It's Over.

You're Inviting Hysteria With Your Boobs That Are Nearly Showing Nipple And Your Skirt That's Nearly Showing Muff. You're Exciting This Hysteria That Leads To A Lack Of Control, Which Then Leads To, "it Wasn't My Fault." But Naked, I Have All The Power Because I Got There Before You Did, And What Is Actually There Is Vulnerable, Life-giving And Hasn't Been Tampered With.

I Can Hardly Find The Words To Describe The Peace I Felt When I Was Acting. My Dysfunctional Self Could Actually Plug In To Another Self, Not My Own, And It Felt So Good.

I Never Understood The Point Of Juicing - I Always Thought I Could Get Enough Nutrients From Eating Fruit And Vegetables - But Now I'm A Convert.