Everyday Is A Good Day,

I'm Holding Onto The Hope That There Is Some Reason That I Got Cancer And There Is Something - That May Not Be Very Clear To Me Right Now - But That I Will Do.

I'm A Private Person, I'm Shy About People Knowing Things. And I'm Really Shy About My Medical (care). It Would Be Good If I Could Just Go And Heal And Then When I Decided To Go Out, It Would Be Okay. It Seems That There Are Areas That Should Be Off-limits.

I Do Not Want To Die Of This Disease. So I Say To God: "it Is Seriously Time For A Miracle."

What Would You Do If Someone Said To You: "you're So Popular Right Now That You Can Be On The Cover Of Every Magazine, But If You Do That, You Might Get Overexposed And A Backlash Will Develop"? That's Life. Everything Has Positive And Negative Consequences.

It Is Seriously Time For A Miracle.