Be Reckless Enough To Gamble

I Was Never Honest. My Father Died, And I Had Never Said To Him, 'i'm Gay.' I Knew What I Was, But I Had To Pretend Not To Be That To Avoid The Beatings.

Everything Looks Better In The Morning.

But I'm Going To Be A Real Good Boy And Take It Day By Day And Try To Concentrate On What's Most Important To Me, And That's Offering Women A Service.

I Listen And Talk To God Daily.

In The Early Days I Was Incredibly Creative And Productive - I Loved The Research Trips, I Loved The Creation And Finding Technical Solutions To Creative Challenges. I Didn't Need Alcohol And The Pills For That. What Changed Was, I Was Afraid To Say No - That Little Word, N.o. Because I Thought It Showed Weakness. And With More And More Success I Would Just Say Yes. And Keep On Taking More Work On - Which Took Its Toll.