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Nowadays We Can Do Computer Experiments Using Mathematica, And Even Solve A System Of 42 Equations. This Offers Another Route To Knowledge, Rather Than Mere Ideas.

I Seem To Be Thinking Rationally Again In The Style That Is Characteristic Of Scientists. However This Is Not Entirely A Matter Of Joy As If Someone Returned From Physical Disability To Good Physical Health.

In A Dream It's Typical Not To Be Rational.

Though I Had Success In My Research Both When I Was Mad And When I Was Not, Eventually I Felt That My Work Would Be Better Respected If I Thought And Acted Like A 'normal' Person.

Gradually I Began To Intellectually Reject Some Of The Delusionally Influenced Lines Of Thinking Which Had Been Characteristic Of My Orientation. This Began, Most Recognizably, With The Rejection Of Politically-oriented Thinking As Essentially A Hopeless Waste Of Intellectual Effort.