Personally, All I Ever Want

I've Dated People Who I Thought Were Going To Be A Big Deal In My Life, And I've Also Spent Long Periods By Myself.

If You Do Have Something You Love To Do, The Fun Part Of The Job Is No Different Than What Was Fun About Doing It In High School For No Money. I Thought There Would Be Some Greater Reward In Succeeding.

We're All Working Hard, But So Far Away From What We Actually Want To Be Doing. We're All Peering In At The Window Of A Party We Aren't Invited To Yet, A Party We Wouldn't Know How To Dress For, Or What Kind Of Conversation To Make, Even If We Came As Someone's Guest.

Once Again, I've Been Thwarted By The Massive Difference Between My Vision Of The Successful Me And The Me I'm Currently Stuck With.

I Have To Introduce The Part Of Me That Feels Like A Winner To The Part Of Me Convinced I’m A Loser, And See If They Can’t Agree To Exist Somewhere Closer To The Middle.