My Sexuality Is A Part

I Justified It In So Many Ways. I Had A Very, Very Long And Difficult Struggle With My Sexuality.

Normal" Isn't An Adjective You Wish To Hear After Putting That Much Effort Into Making Sure It Was Spectacular.

I Don't Even Like Watching Sex Scenes In Movies. I Have A Slight Prudish Side To Me.

I Wondered If That's What Aging Felt Like. That Desire And Reality Were Dueling Until The Day You Die, That Nobody Every Got To A Place Of Peace. I Had Always Wanted To Get Old So I Didn't Have To Care Anymore, But I Began To Think That It Would Be Best Just To Skip The Getting Older Part And Just Die.

I Didn't Understand That Playing Roles In Any Relationship Is False And Will Inevitably Lead To The Relationship's Collapse. No One Can Be Any One Thing All The Time.