I Was Afraid Of Not

I Tried To Make Myself As Pretty As Possible And Even Then I Thought I Was Ugly. I Found It Madly Difficult To Go Out, To Show Myself.

On The Outside One Is A Star. But In Reality, One Is Completely Alone, Doubting Everything. To Experience This Loneliness Of Soul Is The Hardest Thing In The World.

The World Today Doesn't Please Me.

I Really Wanted To Die At Certain Periods In My Life. Death Was Like Love, A Romantic Escape. I Took Pills Because I Didn't Want To Throw Myself Off My Balcony And Know People Would Photograph Me Lying Dead Below

I Am Greatly Misunderstood By Politically Correct Idiots.