I Get Angry At Myself

I Was Left To Painstakingly Deal With The Aftermath Of My Avoidance Later In Life, In Therapy Or Through The Lyrics Of My Songs.

When I Was Younger, I Was Terrified To Express Anger Because It Would Often Kick-start A Horrible Reaction In The Men In My Life. So I Bit My Tongue. I Was Left To Painstakingly Deal With The Aftermath Of My Avoidance Later In Life, In Therapy Or Through The Lyrics Of My Songs.

With Songwriting I Spend A Lot Of Time Living Life, Accruing All These Experiences, Journaling, And Then By The Time I Get To The Studio I'm Teeming With The Drive To Write.

I Do Feel Blessed To Be In The Public Eye So I Can Share What I Believe. But I Think It Would Be Extremely Disappointing If I Were To Count On It To Provide Happiness. I've Come To Realize That Any Time I Do That, The Fulfillment Is Short-lived At Best.

At Some Point, I Would Like To Write A Book And Other Things, But I Work Best When There Is Some Sort Of Deadline In My Own Mind, But Not When Fifty People Or Fifty Million People Are Breathing Down The Back Of My Neck.